School.

Why is it that we need to have any kind of History class after High School? Unless you are a History major then I understand. I am looking over all the classes that I need for general education classes and most don't make sense. Wouldn't the History classes that I had in High School enough to last me long enough?

Life

Life sucks. As hard I try to make my life somewhat normal there is always something that comes along and knocks what I have accomplished into dust and I have to start all over again. Right now all I want to do is curl up and die. Nothing seems to be going right and it is making me depressed. Where is this God that people talk about? Where is he in the time of need? I am just fed up with how shitty my life is. No one seems to realize that I have changed and stuff that I have done in the past is not who I am today and not what I do now.

If there is anyone reading this please let me know what you have done to get over the rough times in your life. I need some advice on how to deal with this.

I am a full time student and I am currently jobless at the moment. Most of my "free" is spent doing homework. My parents don't realize that I am having a hard time with my classes so they decide that they will bother me every few minutes to ask me something or to do something. I have been drinking nothing but coffee for the last four weeks just to keep me awake. I have never really gotten any kind of sleep in the past but because of this semester I sleep maybe three hours out of the night because I have so much going on in my life that I just can't keep up.

Relationships.

Relationships are the hardest things to have at any age. But it is something that everyone craves. I'm at the point in mine where I am expecting way to much of my man and it is killing me that he doesn't always come through and live up to my expectations. Why is it that we have to put so much pressure on the other person just so that we can feel loved and wanted? I am still trying to figure it out.


*whispers to kenny and tells him that karen and i an are not using the term cancelled but rather on hiatus*

One of those days.

I know it is going to be one of those days because I have had three cups of coffee already and I have not had any kind of effects from it.

I'm am getting over a cold AND I just started that ever so lovely time of the month today. Was suppose to be working in the nursery at church but I can't because of the fact that I have a cold and that I don't want to give the rug rats what I have. Which doesn't make sense because that was how I got this bloody cold anyways.

All I want to do is curl up and either sleep or die. Not sure what I want to curl up and do.

Well I'm going to go finish my coffee and maybe even think about what my next blog post will be about.

Cinematic Spectacular water show.

Universal Studios Orlando has announced that they will have a new water called Cinematic Spectacular. This is a combination of World of Color, Fantasmic and Illuminations that Disney has created. What makes Universal think that they can create a show that has already been created by Disney? Granted I'm sure that water shows were created before Disney had created their water shows but Disney has always had a strong hold on having amazing water shows that tug at your heart strings. Here is a video talking about Universal Orlando's new water show:

Peta and celebs taking their clothes off for helping animals

Why do celebrities think that it is ok to bare it all just to support animals? What are they trying to prove by stripping it all off? Yes it does bring attention to Peta but it is usually just for a little bit then it dies off. Yes if a celeb causes a massive controversy about how they posed or what the photo was about yes it will bring more attention to Peta and what they do for animals but the problem with people today is that society has such a short attention span that they will talk about it for a couple weeks and then some new controversy will spring up and cause people to talk about that and totally forget about what Peta had done. What would cause Peta to get their name back into the media is to do something totally outrageous and they will keep doing it just so their name gets out there.

Yes what Peta is doing is a good thing because they are bringing attention to how bad animals are treated but they can do it in more civil ways. They are most known for their outrageous protests. In my honest opinion that doesn't help them in anyway because people know them for their outrageous protests and the outlandish things that they do and not what they are trying to tell people about the cruelty of animals.

Please stop.

 take the bus places because sadly I don’t drive. All I have to say is to the people on the bus when you see someone with headphones please don’t bother me. There is a reason why I am wearing my headphones. It’s because I don’t want to talk to strangers because my parents told me not to talk to strangers.

Also if you try and talk to me while wearing headphones please do not get mad at me and start yelling at me because I’m “ignoring” you. I can’t hear you because of the music that I am listening to. Not because I am ignoring you. Please don’t start yelling at me or start cursing me out. Also when you talk to me have the decency to look me in my eyes and not at my DDD boobs. Yes they are big but I am also a person who demands respect in this world. And if you are not going to give me the decency to respect me I will not respect you and I will give the dirtiest looks that I can muster. I have been told that if my looks could kill so many people would be dead. So if you don’t want the wrath of a Irish female then please respect me as a person and not another chick with big ass tits.